I have decided to take a break from getting pregnant. I feel like it has consumed me; the thought of it is making me anxious and not happy. It is wrong. Martin and I have so many other things to figure out right now that a month or two-month break is not going to hurt. I know, there is never “right time” to have a child, there will always be other things to figure out, I am just tired of being disappointed and sad. I am focusing on learning to drive, my job, my relationship with my husband, reading books that I didn’t have time for, cooking new dishes (I will do my best to post an AMAZING recipe for breakfast these days), my choir, our one-week vacation in Barcelona with my parents. Life is good.